Reticence

Although I usually feel fairly vulnerable in the world when I compare myself to others, or more so compare myself to the ideas my younger self had about what I might become…

Sagacity + Love = Serendipity?

It took a conspiracy of happenings, bridging many years and changes, connections, and impossible odds, to bring such a situation about, fueled by a mysterious energy. 

being on time

“Don’t worry about blooming late or early, just bloom. There were things you could not do before now, so it’s the perfect time.”

changing on stage

Some of you may have noticed I keep changing my themes and formats for this blog.  This is because I myself am still in a somewhat intense period of learning and shape-shifting.  All of us have many aspects.  In different mediums, with different others, we take on different expressions.  I happen to change a lot,…

Consciousness for its own sake

“Is Life Actually Worth Living?” Why one can and should entertain questions that by nature can have no tidy closure…

Looking Back (2017)

First, credit due. At the end of 2016, there were just a few things I was totally sure about. I’d finished reading The Universe Has Your Back and had moved into A Course in Miracles. I’d begun to feel a release from integration work, and to be more forward looking, open to making new connections,…

Starting Something

I’m happier these days, writing in an in-between space between public and private, spurred on by the tiniest inkling of outside scrutiny, deciding to work on increasingly letting go of practical concepts such as age and time … of notions that I chose the big priorities of my life already and am supposed to make due…

What Lies Beneath

On a partial fast this week, along with drawing back from Facebook and making a concerted effort to spend time on more contemplative ‘first’ things… back to basics. Unlike the idea of what I would experience, which was greater focus, clearer intuition… what I’ve actually been experiencing is panic and boredom, with an undercurrent of…

Caught Unawares

There are transformative, ‘holy instants’ happening all the time.

The Next Turn

I have a dear friend, or believe that I do… someone I love from afar these days, unable to quite trace the steps back to where we left off.  It was probably where the convenience and shallowness of Facebook entered the picture. FB should be renamed Time Suck and Deflection since, as it turns out,…